It’s my fault I know it and if I could leave it I would , I’ve tried, you know I have - Maybe you can ignore me but I wish you wouldn’t. I want to tell you your beautiful in every way, but I also need some proof of being special to you too. Maybe it wouldn’t work, maybe it shouldn’t work but nothing can get broken because of trying, you and I both know we love each other; and at least we would have known we gave it a try. This is why I wanted to talk to you straight out, but not without your permission to do so. I wanted to hold your hand and touch your skin and put my arms around you. I wanted to hold you and I wanted to kiss you. I want to be able to play with you, flirt with you, talk openly with you and laugh with you.

Maybe you should see my garden of secrets now baby girl <3